2003-10-04 :: gotta love all this shit

Hm.. nothing interesting has been happening with my life at the moment but I thought I should have a quick update before people actually start thinking that I might have died from something.

Uni started and the day before it I was up till 3:30 finishing my homework. Should've started earlier but I just thought it'd only take a couple of hours since the drafts were already done. But no, wrong. I ended up getting few hours of sleep and was off to uni. Needless to say 3/4 of the class had black eyes from waking up all night finishing it, and the rest who didn't have them ended up having them a day later, after being announced that those who haven't handed the work in will lose their grades.

Gotta love this uni life..

A day after that I had to go out drinking with the team and yeah that was heaps of fun, except my immune system is quite down at the moment from a various reasons and now I have this terrible cold.

Runny & blocked nose, sore throat and I think I might even have temperature.. wouldn't have a clue.. Don't have guts to check it out. Even though I'm in this shit condition I still had to work all day today and surprise surprise tomorrow as well.

I've gotta do this stupid English research which is almost impossible and our class is pretty much the only one who had summer holiday work give and definately the only one who's work is this hard. Seriously it's impossible.

Gotta love it. Yep.

You may ask how I went with the 1st semester work? Yeah, most of them alright. I got average of 3.78 out of 4. Not too bad. But then.. We don't get our final mark for the stuff we're majoring in till the end of this year and when they do come in, I don't know how low my mark will drop down to.

I still haven't decided which subjects I'm going to take this semester.. The ones with exams? Or the essays? Tough decision..

I'm sick as a dog. Really don't want to work tomorrow. I wanna go bed but I can't. My schedule is so full on I can't afford to mess one tiny bit of it. I've organised a dinner party for my course and to make t-shirts. It's pretty cool, but it won't be cool if I fail the year and have to repeat the 1st year.

That's why I'm stressing out. There's a pressure on me because people think I'm a good student when infact I'm not.

And I'm not in a good mood at the moment, so I think I should leave it here. Little things are shitting me. Grrr