2003-10-28 :: I can look after myself

Don't try to find the answer but at the moment, I'm suffering from the extreme case of homesick. Not home home but home as in Melbourne, where I feel at home.

I'm missing everyone so much that I even carry quite a few photos around me..

How sad's that???

Today's 28th.. Do you know what that means??

It means I'm back Japan for 10 months now..

It also means that it's been quite a long time since so many things had happened which I'm not going to bother putting them down into words.

I am a helper at my uni course, which means I do all the things that will help the new students and my course. I worked for a day at our Open Campus last semester and as a return I got quite a few book vouchure from uni.

Do you know what I spent it on?

I ordered Every Second Counts by Lance Armstrong.

I'm pretty confident to say that I am one of VERY few people who own that book in Japan. Seeing that it just came out early this month.

You might think of me as a try hard who try to pretend to know everything. Fine, I won't argue, but it is my own business to who I adore/respect.

There are quite a few people who I respect, and all of them are from different categories (as in job, places where they live etc) but I realised the other day, that they are all professionals. Professional, not just in title way, but professional enough to be recogniased as one. They have done all those things to deserved to called as one.

Hmm I really can't think straight at the moment.

We've been talking about what kind of person I'd want to become and what kind of person I'd want to be with. Everyone's opinions differ but mine is "I wanna become someone who everyone can respect to and I want to be with someone who I can respect".

That seems like a right answer.

I've got so many things I really want to write down. I probably will keep going if I don't have a test tomorrow.

I've told my self that this semester I'm going to become a different person and be focused. Get my priorities right.

It also means I have to go.

I just coulnd't help it but to write down I had to write down today.. No, I had this urge to update my diary. Not that anyone reads it, but it feels good.

It's my friends' birthday tomorrow and tomorrow night we're going out for a drink. Fiesta de cumpleanos (birthday party i think) There were 4 boys who's birthdays are this week/last week. Should be fun. This month & next month are going to be quite crazy.

I should be able to handle it. I know I can, I don't know why but I just know it.