2004-07-11 :: so so so excited!

19 days left till I leave for Mexico!! I'm so excited I could scream.

It means, of course, I'd have to finish all the exams and the essays, (which I was up till 4 am this morning finishing it up.) knowing there's something waiting for me, it gives me some motivation to do it all.

One of the reasons I broke up with my boy was that I simpy did not have time for him. My priority wasn't him, and I felt really bad about it. I gave a lot of thoughts about it and that was the conclusion. This experience I'm about to have in Mexico is something that could change my whole life, and I want to give 120% of what I've got to it. I didn't want to waste my time by thinking about something that is not needed. Sure it wasn't easy, and still isn't. We were really good friends and it was sad how we couldn't be together anymore, and sometimes I doubt whether I made the right choice, but I'm sure I did.. At least I hope I did make a right choice.

The weather's been great, too great lately. about 36 degreese everyday with not a cloud. The best weather to get some tan but then again, I don't have a time for it. Just wait till I get back from Mexico, I'm gonna have a beautiful tan. From standing outside whole day everyday under that Mexican sun with the cactus.

So so excited. I'm hypo but that could be because I had no sleep and worked all day today..

There are still little bits and pieces that have to be done with my essay. So I'm gonna get back to it and then gonna start studying for the exams.. yay, NOT

My backpack is beautful.

YAYAYAYAYAYAYAY