2004-11-18 :: I'm going to be lazy.

Ok, here is the fact which my friend told me yesterday. Only 30% of working aunts (soldier aunts) actually do some work. The rest of 70%, do nothing. The funny thing starts when you take those 30% aunts, the actually working soldier aunts away from the rest of 70% lazy aunts. Out of those 70% lazy working aunts, 30% of them start doing some work and the rest 70% of 70% do nothing. And when you take those working aunts away from them, some 30% of lazy one start working.
Apparently this is how the psychology of living thing work.
The reason why my friend told me this story is that because at the moment I'm being the super working working aunt. At the moment I have 3 different titles of "captain" or "leader" in 3 different group/team, whatever you want to call them. I mean, I'm not complaining to the fact that I'm being a captain/leader or anything. It is just, I'm busy and I'm tired. I don't want to do anything and I wake up feeling like I'm gonna throw up because there are just so many things that have to be done by the end of that day and I don't want to think about them. I have almost no free time during the day time and I have no free day at all. On top of that, I'm doing THE BUSIEST course in my uni, and my Uni has the reputation of making the students to do a lot and lot of work. Usually, in Japan, the uni students do nothing.
What am I doing?!
And I realised yesterday, that I can't handle it anymore. I'm going to spend the time for myself. Not by doing some stupid work such as organising a party which I can't attend to because I have some OTHER work to do.
I thought if I quit, it won't be able to go on anymore, but I don't care anymore.
No more working aunt anymore. I'm going to be lazy. I'm going to have a free time.
I'm just so tired.
Haven't spoken in English for a while. I'm thinking in Spanish at the moment which is a bit wierd because about 6 months ago when I tried to speak in Spanish I had to think in English first and from there I translated into Spanish but now it's a vice versa.
Hence, this entry is a bit... dodgy. I know. It's really frustrating how it doesn't come out naturally anymore.. Ah well it'll come back some day.
Hmm.. I'm going to have a lont hot bath now.
Good night!
sonomi